Skydiving isn’t “extreme”, being a paratrooper in the Second World War is “extreme”.
kicking the sad, miserable husk aside, he stands naked facing what's to come.
music is still here
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Skydiving isn’t “extreme”, being a paratrooper in the Second World War is “extreme”.
This is a pretty cool photo I took earlier today…I love the way the light bounces off the knife…beautiful.
I enjoy being me….I really do. I lead a nice life, wear nice clothes, ok to look at (I hope). But some days…like today, the fact that I’m so utterly alone hits me like a ton of fucking bricks. I mean, I guess have friends, there are people I talk to everyday…but I don’t know how to break down that fucking wall that separates associating at school and outside of it! I’ve broken through a few times, and I’m sure if I was more…sociable, I would have no problems. But I’m not. The thing is though, I like how I am, I’m too stubborn to change…incorrigible. Ugh….this is crazy. Fucking depression and hypochondria and neurosis and anxiety….
Fuck it, I can’t deal with days like today…it was all going so well until a few hours ago….and nothing really happened to bring this about…
Well, I think tonight’s music fits this post perfectly. The Pine is some of the most emotional music I’ve ever heard, almost makes you want to cry…the vocals take some getting used to though, guy has a unique one.
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Couldn’t think of a better title :/ Ok….so here I am, the end of another week, this one not as progressive as the last few. But things look much better in regards to my academics.
I do great in most of my classes, well all of them except for Psychology. I get by, never failing but never doing great either. So I was pretty happy when I found out I made an 81 on my test Monday, sincere shock and a sincere smile found itself on my face. Still awaiting the results of an Algebra test taken on the same day… I also met with my advisor and mapped out what I should be taking next fall semester…I’ll probably continue with French, some computer class, probably British or World Literature since I”m done with my English classes…some Science, maybe Biology, Chemistry, or Botany….not too sure right now. Maybe a Creative Writing class, would be a piece of cake for a writer as great as myself….
I’ll figure it out during the summer. Hopefully. Right now I’ve got to worry about a Photography critique due Wednesday, I have no prints or even a contact sheet yet! Will go into the lab early Monday and stay late, same thing on Tuesday most likely…
Today the college was closed down for Easter. Will be closed all weekend also; which is why I have to wait until Monday to continue working on that Photog assignment…so I spent the day listening to music, reading the latest issue of Esquire and putting off doing an outline for Literature class. Also still fumbling through the darkness of creation with my craptastic keyboard :D
And now, to increase your musical I.Q.
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